I was reading a couple of my previous posts and I've realised how simple my sentences are :-s the way I write doesn't really flow,it's just like I am writing loads of mini statements and thrown them altogether in a massive jumble. I can't really describe it but that's how I think. I swear I used to be that much better with the English language when ( Read more... )

This week has been long and hectic. I haven't heard from Laura since Tuesday which has been strange. We are technically in a relationship but 5 days is a long time not to hear a single thing from her. However we have both been so ridiculously busy at work. Can't wait to hear from her this week. We went to the safari park on Monday and it really was ( Read more... )

Things definitely feel different. Yesterday I was working on the Blackpool FC awards and I was bored shitless by the end. Got a text from Laura saying she missed me and could she phone me later. I'm not much of a person to talk on the phone, I always feel self conscious if I can't see the person and always feel like an idiot. But she phoned me and ( Read more... )

I can't believe how lucky I am. Moments after writing my previous post I text Laura apologising for what an idiot I am and said what a lovely night I had. Things were amazing. After a few texts she says 'are we official now?'. Which took me by surprise considering just two weeks ago she didn't want a relationship. I said I was happy if she was but ( Read more... )

I am officially an idiot. A complete and utter idiot. Everything was incredible last night until....I find out she's not on the pill. What a twat I am. Anyway after that little bombshell we brush it aside, cuddle up and just chat. Was a lovely night. This morning we wake up and I do the same bloody thing. Assuming it doesn't matter since she has to ( Read more... )